Sian Eleri Writes

I wish you hadn’t left.

It’s for my own selfish reasons:

my own gratification, 

to make you proud,

to show you I can,

to make things a bit easier

so that I don’t have to take on that role,

because I’m no good at it,

I’m not prepared, and I don’t want it.

I want you to take it back,

to fix it all,

then I won’t have to deal with the fact

that I took it all for granted.